Wow. I didn't get up til noon today. I skipped 2 classes and called in sick for work. This is the first day ever that I have played hookie. Congratulations are in order!

So my spring break has officially started and i'm already bored. I have nothing to do. I'll be going home tomorrow though then back on Tuesday to work to try and save money in case I go to Costa Rica. I better get accepted I worked hard on that application. So if you feel like doing something over spring break, let me know, I'll probably be bored.

It really sucks when the girl who is your competition is absolutely perfect. And you can't hate her, because she is so damn nice, even when you try to pick out why she is such a bitch. How am I supposed to compete with that?! I already have the disadvantage of not having her face or body. ARGH! Maybe I should just end this crush. You know, end something before it even begins. Yeah.

So maybe I'll get out today and do some drawing. It's such a beatiful day out and I haven't drawn in such a long time...I hope I remember how to use the charcoal. Anyway, I'm bored to give me a call anytime. Please? Adios.

Alas, Tuesday's gone, but Alexis has a head cold, or allergies, that gives her a constant urge to sneeze but she can't. Thank God I will have a week off next week to recuperate. I may be recuperating altogether since I may be getting my wisdom teeth out. What a way to spend spring break! Oh well, I don't have much else to do. :( I need a hug, so if you see my on campus, show the love, I really could use it about now.

Mondays suck. This Monday was especially blah!

So I skipped my first class because I was so damn tired and I really didn't want to get up. Got dressed and went outside not realizing it was raining, so of course I was wearing long pants and Chucks. Yeah, Alexis was soaked all day, even if she had an umbrella. I went to spanish and I didn't follow anything that woman was saying. I hate the past tense. And there's so much of it, but she was trying to cram it all in in one day since we had that ice day and then we took a quiz over it! Oy! I know I'm supposed to know it, but I also know I failed that quiz. I doubt I'm the only one, but still, it sucks. So I went to turn in my study abroad stuff and the lady was getting impatient with everyone trying to turn it in. It had to be clipped together a certain way with our name a certain way blah blah blah. I asked if I could just leave it in the nice and neat envelope I had it in, especially since there was a very large check inside, and she gives me lip! "You can but I'm just going to throw it away so you might as well take it out..." Here's a big fuck you to the lady behind the desk who thinks she's the shit. I better get accepted to study abroad just for dealing with THAT broad.

I was about to go to work when I realized my batteries in my CD walkman were dead. I didn't think I would make a 5 hour workday behind a computer without some music so I drove all the way home to pick some up. I know it's weird, but if you had my job, you'd understand. I'd go crazy without headphones. Anyway, went to work, all was good. Went to kickboxing later, expecting some major jabs to the side about Saturday night. It was ok though, I only got teased minutely. The rest was put on another girl, so I hid behind the taunts going at her. I'm just worried about what tomorrow is going to be like since more people from the party will be there, including my crush. Eeep! Anyway, Monday stinks, so Tuesday should be better right?

It has been an interesting weekend, alright.

Friday I hung out with Richa. We went out to eat at Wanfu and then rented Sweet Home Alabama. It was a cute romantic comedy and everything, but my own southern accent has been really hard to control. ;) After that I looked for apartments online and then I talked to Richa for a little while. Then went to sleep.


Saturday I went to kickboxing at 9am after going to sleep at like 2:30am. Oy. So I did that and then came home and ate and chilled for a little while before having to go back for the kickboxing demo team practice, then remembered at the last minute that I needed to go pick up my presciption from the UT pharmacy since they weren't open on Sunday. So I ran to the pharmacy and got there right before it closed, got my stuff, then ran over the demo practice. We did a few drills, and I'm having to learn Vale Tudo moves, which I just started on Thursday. It's going to be interesting. Later, I went to my friend Dung's party. (pr. "young") I took Melissa with me and she stayed for a little while. I stayed a lot longer and ended up playing a game of chess. (The pieces were glasses filled with drinks of choice) If you would like to hear how the rest of the evening went after that, you'll have to ask me in person. I did have to call Melissa to come get me though. I'm so sorry girl!


I didn't feel too good on Sunday as a result from Saturday. I did read a little for my book report in management and I finished my Spanish homework early, though I kept getting a lot of wrong answers. I'm supposed to have a grammar quiz tomorrow and I'm really nervous because I'm not so good with past tenses. I finished getting my study abroad stuff together to turn in tomorrow.

Other than that, I feel confused and crappy. I've had a lot of shite thrown at me lately and I'm struggling to get through it. Any words of encouragement are always appreciated. Anyway, have a good week everyone. Adios.