Hey! I forgot to mention yesterday that we won the championship game! Co-Ed division champs baby! Yeah!!! Anyway, if you have some time and have never read it, this is the saddest story ever written. It's called the Nightingale and the Rose, by Oscar Wilde. It will make you think twice about both logic and love, but never want to lose hope in either. We'll see my lovely students. We'll see.

That's it. I'm retiring. No more boys. It's all about me. I don't ever want to pour my heart out ever again so someone can come stomp all over my soul. I quit. Boys really are stupid...please please throw more rocks at them.

Update!

I had Fit to Fight today, and guess who shows up like nothing was wrong! Yes, my friend Chris who says it was more like passing out than having a seizure, was there pushing himself as hard as usual. Crazy bastard. I still couldn't look him in the eye. I'll be weirded out for a long time. I told him I needed to tell him something, but to ask me in a couple of months because it was really weird. He asks, "what? you're not prophesizing my death or anything are you?" .............. I say, "Erm........I dunno. Ask me in a couple of months."..........

It's hard caring for your friends like they're your family.

Oh MY FREAKING GOD!!!!

I now have proof that I am not a normal person. Some people call it a gift. I don't really know what to call it. Anyway, before reading any further, please read the dream I had that I wrote on yesterday's update.


So I dreamt this dream from about 7pm-10pm, about the time that the kids were actually having Kali tournament practice. As you can see, at the end of the dream, Chris collapses and then I wake up not too much longer afterward. I didn't talk to anyone or see anyone that was there at the practice, but one of my friends (Nikki) called me today with some startling news. Apparently at the exact time I dreamt that Chris collapsed, Chris ACTUALLY DID collapse at practice and had a seizure. Nikki said that he was ok, and it had happened before, but I was totally freaked out! This isn't the first time I've dreamt clairvoyantly. But now I'm very very afraid to go back to sleep, because I don't want to dream that another one of my friends dies and in reality gets into a car accident or something crazy. If this is a gift, I'm not totally sure I want it.


On a MUCH lighter note, our softball team won 2 games today, putting us in the intramural championships!!! Hooray! If I weren't so creeped out, I might be more ecstatic. I love softball.