Thursday, January 16, 2003

ok, ok i know i haven't updated this thing for almost a month, but i've been busy and haven't really wanted to discuss anything...anyway, i have 2 complaints from 1 day:

i really freakin hate it when people won't shut up in class. I was in management today when these losers behind would comment on every damn thing that the prof was saying because they thought they were being funny. Well, it's a 500 person class and it's already hard to hear the prof plus understand him with all the other movement much less some fuckers being assholes. i don't really understand the book and i need to depend on lecture. not cool, not cool at all.

also, what is the damn point in arguing with a professor? i don't mean a staff member or even an instructor. don't you think a prof with a PHD in whatever they're teaching might actually know what they're talking about? and why argue over something that doesn't even make much of a different in what you're supposed to learn anyway? (this girl in statistics is going to be a problem, i can tell already. and she has my damn name and number from the other day when we had to find study groups. oy...)

other than that i'm just going through the motions with life altogether. i'm trying, but not very hard. i don't know what the point is i'm supposed to make in my little life. i just want to get to the punchline.

and what's with all the dreams about Brandon Boyd? i'm never going to meet him. STOP MESSING WITH ME MY UNCONSIOUSNESS!

oh i bought a new bed. it's still pretty hard so let me know if you want to come over and jump around on it with me to help break it in. maybe we can host a dance marathon on it.

4 days in a row of kickboxing. that's my new year's resolution. doing pretty good, going to stick with it.

hate the job but the money is too good to let go.

amen.